Farnul weekly 28/10-3/11
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subyssgoeitaI'm back. Hi. I'll edit this later with pictures but im currently too tired to take any :sob:
I also started numbering the pages for the index, just willing up my will to buy coloured pens
28/10/24 (no time put, also I'm going to edit with this pictures of it later I'm just in a funk rn lol)
Playboy planner arrived. Very moe. Perfect chocolate colour. It's real small though:
Outside 10cm(W) x 15cm
Inside paper 8cm x 10cm
This puts it in the 'mini' category of organisers.
It has a magnetic closure which is nice and I much prefer tbh, as well as one large slot with 5 smaller card slots (has my library card/pin/tesco clubcard/milk tea loyalty card/waterstones card too lol). It's got a page liner, personal section, undated diary, alphabetical address section (using it as a password book lol), birthday/event section, lined paper and then plain paper. Also a ziplock bag.
I was writing something else but I'm not posting that here but I'll post the thing I put inbetween
12:30 Urgent interjection
As I write above I drank coffee now I must shit
12:36 29/10/24
I'm back. The coffee's nice it's poundland cappucino.
I should colour code this journal. I was thinking an index + colour coding as this is essentially an everything journal. I'll buy some coloured washi tape and frixion pens. I love frixion pens. It's just the tribal pattern on them, very moe. It's simple, I see tribal pattern I like it.
It'd be nice to make a mood tracker in a journal, just with colours everyday. I'll get a small A5/personal size squared paper notebook for this.
1:44
My dream room'd have a rail I'll tell you that much
Also finished the black spider by Jeremias Gothelf. I used to like pre 20th century fiction but god that was dogshit. I hate everything and everyone that led me up to reading that doodoo ass book. Don't read it.
I'd a sofa. My room's like way too small for it but when I move out hopefully my room'll be big enough. for a sofa. Small and cheap looking is the vibe, metallic. Alternatively a daybed who doesn't love those.
13:40
It's figure brushing day. Happens once a month.
14:14
I love the towels that are like. common Japanese merchandise as they're always so nicely designed. Unfortunately I don't know what to do with them. I'm thinking of hanging them on my wall after asking around my friendlipoos.
18:47
I've decided to get my mother and sister a diary and planner respectively. Because I asked them hehaw.
I'll most likely have to buy them online, but it'd be nice to take the hour walk into town and check out stores for anything high quality (very rare in today's age).
I really like walking... feels great.
Also the dilemna of my hair. It obviously needs a cut, mostly the split ends. I want to change the colour but I can't decide what to. Cherry brown, bordeaux, dark red, chocolate purple, blackverry. I just want a different hair colour. Mainly reddish or purple as you can see above.
But I also don't know what length I want my hair. I miss my exceedingly long hair, after I cut it like 2-4 years ago into a slightly above shoulder bob (due to curl shrinkage). It was past my butt when it was wet, sniffle.
At current, it's around breast length when wet and slightly below shoulder when dry,
19:38
Shein users die
Sister yesterday said she'd take me out for coffee today, around 10-10:30 as she missed my birthday. Unfortunately it is now 12:10 and she hasn't answered my calls.
I mean, I expected it but still, it hurts.
And to have a bit of a pedantic baby whinge: I woke up early! I hate waking up early! Anytime before 12 is like way too early.
Oh well. It's whatever. The sun always rises in the East just as my sister doesn't care for my emotions.
I should make a pronunciation notebook, because I always struggle with it (autism and stutter be damned). And also write down anything that'll help me with speaking.
I need to get better at speaking anyway for science. I don't know where it'll take me, but on the off chance that I somehow end up at a conference I need to atleast be decent at speaking (horror).
23:05
I bought two tokidoki notebooks. I'll take pics when they arrive. It's got me thinking because at the ripe old(lol) age of 20, I still love tokidoki. and pusheen. and general kawaii 2010 stuff.
I love early 2010s aesthetics, mainly (well 100%) because thats when I grew up. Real adoration for it.
I know domokun and tokidoki were made in the 2000s but I feel like they and the majority of the whole '2010s kawaii' stuff hit cultural internet wise zeitgeist in the early 2010s.
I've also noticed a real revival of it with nostalgia bait stuff which is nice yet... annoying. I bought a domokun sweatband from vinted the other day and the seller was only 16! My culture is not your costume- you're disney channel and gacha life 2010s not kawaii 2010s THANK YOU!
Anyway, when I get a larger planner (looking on ebay/vinted, but I'm going to wait until this current one is filled and rather than get any refills I'll just keep it) I was thinking of drawing my own monthly dividers.
I actually like the hobonichi techos because theyre so slim and also one of the 2025 ones was literally made for me (it's yellow and brown), but unfortunately they're 1. Way too popular (I'm a hipster) and 2. It's A6. I hate A6.
Happy Halloween :)
I'm doing nothing for it aside from homework. Raugh
Read a wonderful anthology. I won't share because I'm greedy but it inspired me to work on my evil lesbian insect story again. Look out for that.
Had to do an annoying practical (synthesis. I hate synthesis.) but I got one of the better results so....
6:33
Saw my first frowny piercing yesterday. Everyone always say they're a useless piercing and never visible but that girl looked so cool with it lol.
I have to do a group presentation hence me actually interacting with people (girl in question as she's the group leader).
I had to fandangle the shit out of my laptop too last night. Beforehand I was using it as my 'linux experiment laptop' but I got bored of that because it's an acer and the partitions on those are always annoying and fucked up regardless of what I did. I'll do it again soon because I think I know what went wrong. But anyway I had to turn it back to windows for uni because it was a laptop/ipad lesson and I hate ipads so.
21:29
Finished piercing by Ryu Murakami. Great book, made me squirm.
Also had a shit day at uni as per usual (resumed writing 3/11/24 17:08)
First lesson was the usual good one, but today instead it was a useless assignment review. It was cancelled like two hours early because only 8 people showed up and all the advice was for people who weren't present.
So I had to wait 4 hours for my next lesson- yay. Which was just math, painful. I desperately need to practice more. I just hate. despise. maths.
19:28
Booked a tongue piercing appointment. I adore the look but I've always been scared. Mainly because of my uncle who had a bad healing process lol.
I asked my mom about it and she was like 'yeah sure' which surprised me because she was never a fan of tongue piercings before (because she was scared of getting hers done when she was younger and also uncle). She's very lax on piercings thankfully, much more so than my sister.
I also started numbering the pages for the index, just willing up my will to buy coloured pens
28/10/24 (no time put, also I'm going to edit with this pictures of it later I'm just in a funk rn lol)
Playboy planner arrived. Very moe. Perfect chocolate colour. It's real small though:
Outside 10cm(W) x 15cm
Inside paper 8cm x 10cm
This puts it in the 'mini' category of organisers.
It has a magnetic closure which is nice and I much prefer tbh, as well as one large slot with 5 smaller card slots (has my library card/pin/tesco clubcard/milk tea loyalty card/waterstones card too lol). It's got a page liner, personal section, undated diary, alphabetical address section (using it as a password book lol), birthday/event section, lined paper and then plain paper. Also a ziplock bag.
I was writing something else but I'm not posting that here but I'll post the thing I put inbetween
12:30 Urgent interjection
As I write above I drank coffee now I must shit
12:36 29/10/24
I'm back. The coffee's nice it's poundland cappucino.
I should colour code this journal. I was thinking an index + colour coding as this is essentially an everything journal. I'll buy some coloured washi tape and frixion pens. I love frixion pens. It's just the tribal pattern on them, very moe. It's simple, I see tribal pattern I like it.
It'd be nice to make a mood tracker in a journal, just with colours everyday. I'll get a small A5/personal size squared paper notebook for this.
1:44
My dream room'd have a rail I'll tell you that much
Also finished the black spider by Jeremias Gothelf. I used to like pre 20th century fiction but god that was dogshit. I hate everything and everyone that led me up to reading that doodoo ass book. Don't read it.
I'd a sofa. My room's like way too small for it but when I move out hopefully my room'll be big enough. for a sofa. Small and cheap looking is the vibe, metallic. Alternatively a daybed who doesn't love those.
13:40
It's figure brushing day. Happens once a month.
14:14
I love the towels that are like. common Japanese merchandise as they're always so nicely designed. Unfortunately I don't know what to do with them. I'm thinking of hanging them on my wall after asking around my friendlipoos.
18:47
I've decided to get my mother and sister a diary and planner respectively. Because I asked them hehaw.
I'll most likely have to buy them online, but it'd be nice to take the hour walk into town and check out stores for anything high quality (very rare in today's age).
I really like walking... feels great.
Also the dilemna of my hair. It obviously needs a cut, mostly the split ends. I want to change the colour but I can't decide what to. Cherry brown, bordeaux, dark red, chocolate purple, blackverry. I just want a different hair colour. Mainly reddish or purple as you can see above.
But I also don't know what length I want my hair. I miss my exceedingly long hair, after I cut it like 2-4 years ago into a slightly above shoulder bob (due to curl shrinkage). It was past my butt when it was wet, sniffle.
At current, it's around breast length when wet and slightly below shoulder when dry,
19:38
Shein users die
Sister yesterday said she'd take me out for coffee today, around 10-10:30 as she missed my birthday. Unfortunately it is now 12:10 and she hasn't answered my calls.
I mean, I expected it but still, it hurts.
And to have a bit of a pedantic baby whinge: I woke up early! I hate waking up early! Anytime before 12 is like way too early.
Oh well. It's whatever. The sun always rises in the East just as my sister doesn't care for my emotions.
I should make a pronunciation notebook, because I always struggle with it (autism and stutter be damned). And also write down anything that'll help me with speaking.
I need to get better at speaking anyway for science. I don't know where it'll take me, but on the off chance that I somehow end up at a conference I need to atleast be decent at speaking (horror).
23:05
I bought two tokidoki notebooks. I'll take pics when they arrive. It's got me thinking because at the ripe old(lol) age of 20, I still love tokidoki. and pusheen. and general kawaii 2010 stuff.
I love early 2010s aesthetics, mainly (well 100%) because thats when I grew up. Real adoration for it.
I know domokun and tokidoki were made in the 2000s but I feel like they and the majority of the whole '2010s kawaii' stuff hit cultural internet wise zeitgeist in the early 2010s.
I've also noticed a real revival of it with nostalgia bait stuff which is nice yet... annoying. I bought a domokun sweatband from vinted the other day and the seller was only 16! My culture is not your costume- you're disney channel and gacha life 2010s not kawaii 2010s THANK YOU!
Anyway, when I get a larger planner (looking on ebay/vinted, but I'm going to wait until this current one is filled and rather than get any refills I'll just keep it) I was thinking of drawing my own monthly dividers.
I actually like the hobonichi techos because theyre so slim and also one of the 2025 ones was literally made for me (it's yellow and brown), but unfortunately they're 1. Way too popular (I'm a hipster) and 2. It's A6. I hate A6.
Happy Halloween :)
I'm doing nothing for it aside from homework. Raugh
Read a wonderful anthology. I won't share because I'm greedy but it inspired me to work on my evil lesbian insect story again. Look out for that.
Had to do an annoying practical (synthesis. I hate synthesis.) but I got one of the better results so....
6:33
Saw my first frowny piercing yesterday. Everyone always say they're a useless piercing and never visible but that girl looked so cool with it lol.
I have to do a group presentation hence me actually interacting with people (girl in question as she's the group leader).
I had to fandangle the shit out of my laptop too last night. Beforehand I was using it as my 'linux experiment laptop' but I got bored of that because it's an acer and the partitions on those are always annoying and fucked up regardless of what I did. I'll do it again soon because I think I know what went wrong. But anyway I had to turn it back to windows for uni because it was a laptop/ipad lesson and I hate ipads so.
21:29
Finished piercing by Ryu Murakami. Great book, made me squirm.
Also had a shit day at uni as per usual (resumed writing 3/11/24 17:08)
First lesson was the usual good one, but today instead it was a useless assignment review. It was cancelled like two hours early because only 8 people showed up and all the advice was for people who weren't present.
So I had to wait 4 hours for my next lesson- yay. Which was just math, painful. I desperately need to practice more. I just hate. despise. maths.
19:28
Booked a tongue piercing appointment. I adore the look but I've always been scared. Mainly because of my uncle who had a bad healing process lol.
I asked my mom about it and she was like 'yeah sure' which surprised me because she was never a fan of tongue piercings before (because she was scared of getting hers done when she was younger and also uncle). She's very lax on piercings thankfully, much more so than my sister.
